First of all, I am over last night. I got really snarky in my private journal about it and concluded that maybe if I were doubting my relationship right now, I would feel differently about that conversation that I do. But I don't doubt it, and it didn't make me start. But moving on.

I wish it were warm out. It is an absolutely beautiful day, and I am slowly adjusting to being back in Iowa, but I really want the warmth. When it warms up outside, I warm up deep down. And I just want that lovely careless feeling that you feel on a beautiful spring day in flip flops and a dress with a light breeze... Not happening today though!

Being back in town also seems to be stressing me out. I think I must be conditioned to be stressed when in town, but I've kind of been cleaning and obsessively looking for things to do today, for no other reason that that I have nothing "productive" to do. I did watch National Treasure today though, and I think that was the most productive thing I have done today.

It also makes me miss home though, being immediately stressed out here. I like being at home because the small stresses of my family are so different than the ones here, and I have so little to worry about there. Here, there is all this unexplainable (sometimes) weight. No thanks.

At least Spring is coming, and school is going to be over soon and then life will take on a different pace. The unknown future looks nice right now...