I am quite possibly the most content that I have felt in a very long time.
There's no less sappy or emotional way to put it... I just tried. Thrice.
I had the pleasure of spending my night out with people, ending with Max, who is fast becoming one of my favorite people to spend time around. Similar to Joey, we can talk and laugh and enjoy each others company in a way I've rarely found in men, being a woman. I am genuinely glad to have become friends with Max, and while of course I do regret that things didn't work out in a romantic sense, I am so inclined to trust the universe on this path I'm walking that I'm sure it will work out.
Talk about your Run On Sentence.
I think my greatest fear of graduating at this moment, in all of the quiet bliss I feel with who and where I am, is that I won't keep in touch with these people who can really help me shine. And that I won't continue to grab life the way I have this last month.
I'll tell you a secret: almost every time I wish, on a birthday cake, a shooting star, a fallen eyelash, I wish to be happy. Today, I got my wish, if only for today.